Pasta Night^^

Last night was WOW!
Yesterday night I went to coffee shop with my cousin Bardia, lovely sis Yalda and had a great night^^

 It's my delicious chicken pasta^^

And well...
Last night was special for me...
Why?
Hmm...
It's a secret ♥

One Direction - I wish

He takes your hand
I die a little
I watch your eyes
And I'm in riddles
Why can't you look at me like that?

(Na na na na na)

When you walk by
I try to say it
But then I freeze
And never do it
My tongue gets tied
The words get trapped

I hear the beat of my heart getting louder
Whenever I'm near you

But I see you with him slow dancing
Tearing me apart
Cause you don't see
Whenever you kiss him
I'm breaking,
Oh how I wish that was me

(Na na na na na)

He looks at you
The way that I would
Does all the things, I know that I could
If only time, could just turn back

Cause I got three little words
That I've always been dying to tell you

But I see you with him slow dancing
Tearing me apart
Cause you don't see
Whenever you kiss him
I'm breaking,
Oh how I wish that was me

With my hands on your waist
While we dance in the moonlight
I wish it was me
That you’ll call later on
Cause you wanna say good night

Cause I see you with him slow dancing
Tearing me apart
Cause you don't see

But I see you with him slow dancing
Tearing me apart
Cause you don't see
Whenever you kiss him
I'm breaking,

Oh how I wish
Oh how I wish
Oh how I wish, that was me
Oh how I wish, that was me

Sad Times...

My current feeling...
Ough! I'm really in a bad mood, something is unfair in this world.
I want many things and I have many dreams but I can't reach them! Why? cause I'm lazy? No! All of my problems cause I don't have any situation to become my dreams true! and it makes me mad...
Always, when I took a shower and cried under it, it changed my mood good but tonight it just change my mood better a little!!!
What should I do? I'm a teenager girl with many dreams and hopes, I must to be happy!
But...
I'm disappointed,
No one in my life,who I fall in love with and he love me,
I can't do something I want,
I don't have any surprise in my life,
I'm confused,
All day is similar to last day, unfortunately time is fly and I waste all my seconds in my life,
I want my parents believe me and don't treat me like a baby girl,
I want to traveling to the whole world and visiting amazing places alone,
I want to doing everything I want and please please please nobody tell me: NO, YOU CAN'T,
Sometimes I'm tired to have just wishes, wishes that never become true, at least while I'm young...
What should I do? It seems this situations are not want to change...
This usually things in my life gets me bored and I can't tolerate it any more...


#Now playing: Jang Geun Suk - My precious
Kin Hyun Joong - If you're like me
Super Junior - Falling star
BoA - Only one
Jang Geun Suk - Bye bye bye
Yoon Eun Hye - Love is blind
Super Junior - Memories
Baek Ji Young - That woman
Jang Geun Suk - Love rain
Yoon Sang Hyun - Romance

You, For Always...

Oppa you are my sun shine, Every night...